You, God, are my God, earnestly I seek you;
I thirst for you,
my whole being longs for you,
in a dry and parched land
where there is no water.
I have seen you in the sanctuary
and beheld your power and your glory.
Because you love is better than life,
my lips will glorify you.
I will praise you as long as I live,
and in your nave I will lift up my
hands.
I will be fully satisfied as with the
richest of foods;
with singing lips my mouth will
praise you.
On my bed I remember you;
I think of you through the watches of
the night.
Because you are my help,
I sing in the shadow of your wings.
I cling to you;
your right hand upholds me.
Those who seek my life will be
destroyed;
they will go down to the depths of the
earth.
They will be given over to the sword
and become food for jackals.
But the king will rejoice in God;
all who swear by God will glory in him,
while the mouths of liars will be
silenced.
Psalm 63
If you've never been in a small group there are expectations that are great and expectations that are unexpected. Gravity is still in its' infancy but a great thing about the group is that there have been other groups that have come before it. And those that were in those groups have told those who are now in Gravity that small groups can be life changing. So of course that is what we hope for, life changing experiences. One thing that I have said is that I don't plan on life changing experiences when we meet, if that happens, then it happens and in fact, a life changing experience is individual rather than communal. (Though it can be.)
One thing that has constantly come up each week that we have met is the desire to know more about the Bible. There are so many pages that hold stories and mystery's that everyone wants to know what the deal is with every single person, book, letter and stroke of the pen in the bible. (Which leads to lots of questions like, Who is the anti-christ? So far for many in the group it is believed to be Oprah.)
All questions are welcome and we try to figure out some of those questions. One question that I propose is how can the Bible be life changing? Allot of people have read the Bible, in fact many of the predominant opponents of the Bible have read the Bible and yet they don't believe what is in it. How can words on a page stir our hearts?
Looking at Psalm 63 we read of a person who relies on God no matter what. Great, what does that do for me? Going a little deeper there is something else going on. David wrote this Psalm when he was in the desert, probably on the run from his enemies. I would bet that if I were on the run from those who wanted to hurt me that the desert would be a good place to go because it is rough terrain and the balance between life and death is high. Unfortunately it also means that your own life hangs in the balance without the proper supplies to survive in that environment.
David does something great in this Psalm. He uses the desert in a way that reflects the feelings of his heart. In the desert the first thing on your mind might be water, well for David he thirsts for God. David's life was filled with God experiences (that battle with Goliath, etc.) so he knows the power that God holds. David did not rest on one or two experiences with God but wanted to know God more. David's desire for God was insatiable.
How can we have an insatiable desire for God? Let alone, do we even have an insatiable desire for God? Do we feel like David feels in Psalm 63 or are we content with wanting to be close on retreats or Sunday mornings?
I bet that if we had the same attitude that David had in Psalm 63 that our life's would change, and possibly other peoples life's would change to.